http://www.xubera.com/wordpress/2006/05/13/geekish-discounting-of-myself/ Adventures in Expanding My Awareness Fri, 21 Nov 2008 05:54:43 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.0.2 http://www.xubera.com/wordpress/2006/05/13/geekish-discounting-of-myself/#comment-4 Sun, 14 May 2006 13:07:08 +0000 http://www.xubera.com/wordpress/2006/05/13/geekish-discounting-of-myself/#comment-4 Your post reminds me of a Francis Dunnery song, Too Much Saturn. ( http://www.mandy.co.uk/music/frank/music/lyrics/l_saturn.html ) It also reminds me of me. I've been 'working' on mine for years and although right now I could say its not the way I really want it, I also know that each time it is the way I want it, given time, I want to change it again. Apparently I do enjoy the process. I also know that how others see it is their choice, one I have no control over. So I let it be until I'm moved to play with it again and view it as just another scenario in which I am choosing acceptance. It truely matters not for it is what it is and it is fine and right NOW I am choosing acceptance. It's amazing how much easier it is to do this, and how much less energy and effort I have to give, rather than trying to make it acceptable. Your post reminds me of a Francis Dunnery song, Too Much Saturn. ( http://www.mandy.co.uk/music/frank/music/lyrics/l_saturn.html ) It also reminds me of me. I’ve been ‘working’ on mine for years and although right now I could say its not the way I really want it, I also know that each time it is the way I want it, given time, I want to change it again. Apparently I do enjoy the process. I also know that how others see it is their choice, one I have no control over. So I let it be until I’m moved to play with it again and view it as just another scenario in which I am choosing acceptance. It truely matters not for it is what it is and it is fine and right NOW I am choosing acceptance. It’s amazing how much easier it is to do this, and how much less energy and effort I have to give, rather than trying to make it acceptable.

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